Sickness

It's late night, its raining heavily out of the blue in Chennai, so I felt like the heaven is crying for me, just because I'm sick, yes I got fever and low bp, more than that I felt so lonely, I really need a comfort but I got a good scold from my family and my dad is on his way to pick me, I think people will write when their heart is shaken, last time I wrote a blog, and that post was supposed to be my frustration blabbering, I can't even understand a word from my last post, lot of things had happened after that, I celebrate Christmas with my family, I got graduated, I go on a trip with my family, my bro is going to get married, these are all really important to me, but I didn't write on those times, but this sickness got me to write, and I wonder why?? 

I always wanted to take care of myself, I went to the hospital alone, then they said you want to take glucose ask for a company, and then I realised being alone is not a thing to be proud of, it's really a pity, I got a help from a colleague by god's grace but because of being pity the heaven is crying for me, LoL